When I think of my recovery I feel oberwhelmed by how lonely and scared I felt. Those first few days home out of treatment were like waking up on another planet. My family was the same, my house was the same, my room was the same, I was definitely not the same.
As time went by the loneliness faded because of two things.
- A constantly higher dose of antidepressants and mood stabilizers thanks to my lovely psychiatrist
- A rescue dog, Rummy.
Rummy was originally a foster of mine through a local animal shelter. She was 8 months and is a pitbull. Fostering her pulled her from the euthanasia list until I could find her a forever home. Days turned to weeks and weeks turned to months and before I knew it she was my girl.
Rummy is by no means a dream dog. She gives the worst love bites, she jumps all over me and anybody she sees, and she’s constantly eating anything the can find (shoes, makeup, remotes).
In no time at all I grew a connection with this girl that I can’t put into words. She made my days brighter, she made me happier than any antidepressant ever could, and she gave me a purpose for waking up in the morning. She unintentionally went on to inspire me to apply for a job that I now love, I working at a dog hotel where I get to bring her along every single day.
It may sound silly to have such love for a dog, but she has helped me in my recovery more than I can put into words. She’s my best friend, she’s my fur baby.
Who rescued who?